9-11-01 In Mind on 9-11-10

I am so sick of careless people who do not love others or this country, speaking,

On what they do not understand,

Of a fake president who loves not God, or others, or freedom,

And he doesn't know when to shut up,

Of people telling us around the world, to change,

but in all truth,

Its our corrosive, depraved of humanitarian dignity of a government,

they are truly angry with.

A white washed Tomb,

full of filth,bloody lies, and corruption,

We so vaguely call the white house....

I remember as a child when we were taught about the white wash they put on the old house of

dear old president, after that fire, it reminded me of Jesus exposing the inner filth

of the Pharisees...indeed he was prophesying our future,

they lay burdens on us, they themselves will not,

and cannot bare!!!!

They hurt the needy and give to the rich, are false witnesses in court and act unjustly,

in every sense of the word....

This is why 911 happened....terrorists plus a self indulging U.S. government,

Killed innocent lives!!!!

Any of you nut jobs who say it was an entirely inside job, and ignore all the facts of terrorists training,

here for years,

and the "Allah Akbar s" all over the world with burning American flags and "Death to America"

And chants of victory...if you can ignore that, and say it was just our government,

Than you are no better than our government,

Just as one sided and far from the truth as them.

I remember 9-10-01,

I wanted to die,

Was going to commit suicide and my damn car wouldn't start,

I was so angry,

So sad,

I wanted to die that day,

Tired of living as a victim, every one treated me different after the rape,

I decided to end it that day,

It didn't happen,

Only one day later, it took watching the plane hit the second tower,

and screams to slap me in the face,

And see these people didn't choose to die,

but died at the hands of people who did.....

It made me more stubborn and determined, after lots of prayer and God's

Saving grace,

To agree, I will not go out easy,

Its easy to commit suicide, cowardly,

Whats tough is to live and love the perishable friend and family...that is tough!

Every morning we wake up,

We need to do as Joyce Meyer says,

"know that when your feet hit the ground, that Satan and his kingdom of darkness is thinking,

'uh oh not her again, or him again' be detrimental in letting God use you to destroy the

kingdom of darkness!"

I think we and others around the world have got to quit associating civilians with their

governments!!!

People hate us, not because of us, but our two faced selfish government who feeds us half

truths, and helps other governments do the same to theirs!!

There are citizens in Iran fighting for freedom, there are citizens all over, but they are guilty by

association, and enough is enough!!!!

It is so tempting to scream ANARCHY as I did in high school, but I know that won't happen

easily,

I want to scream...give me my land back...let it go!!!!

This land was once free of fences, government spending, and perversity, but as the government intends to trick other nations into thinking we are free, they come here by the droves,

overpopulating this once beautiful land,

it reeks of poison, pollution, and 9 to 5 hell,

more of why others look down on us and they see not,

we are all slaves to this?

we have to have so many liscences, stickers on our cars, insurance,

every thing we do is traced,

now our animals are micro-chipped and forcibly spayed and neutered,

We live in a sick backwards reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nature is disappearing and all around us is signs of her demise....

"going green" and using woven plastic bags at the super market doesn't change a thing!!!

The truth is,

We sold our freedom a long time ago,

and obama just jumped on the opportunity as most totalitarian take overs do,

As much as I want to see this all go down, technology to skip out and forsake us,

And go back to our roots,

As Isaiah said would happen,

I never wanted it to end like this,not like this,

Where our ruthless enemies are busy pulling the sticks and stones out of our eyes,

While their plank gives them away,

They see not,

We are not free,

We are sad, we are pushed into eating chemically government modified cheese,

killing us,

slapped with illegal meds turned legal for a profit,

and pot smokers are criminalized,

Prostitutes on the street jailed,

while the supreme court declares hard core porn acceptable,

we are twisted into these lies,

and to say no,

is a crime,

we cannot say no,

to our registrations, licensing, insurance etc.!! We have become the very thing our forefathers were escaping....Europe's cold blooded cruel governments locking us up in chains if we cannot pay....

I am ready to go live in the mountains...here in Colorado with other tribes and give up...how about you?

Hmmmm you think that's why we are hated, these primitive people with suicidal tendencies?? they think we love this fake life...but do we?

I don't

There is hope though....

There is hope......

As I here praise and worship music in Spanish,

at the church near by,

I am reminded we are a people of faith,

Here on September 11...

We are a people of many cultures, languages, and dreams,

We are free,

On the inside,

No matter what the government does,

We all have tribal blood,

whether Native American, Celtic, Gaelic,

Viking, etc etc...

We all long to be free,

And I think there is one truth about us...the American.....

We will die for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!